Birthday!!!

I’m 20. 

Surreal? Yes, I have had mini panic attacks of “O my goodness….I’m growing up! What?! Why?! How?!” I’ve noticed if I don’t think about it too much it helps. haha. Peter Pan complex….I mean, I’ve always been the kid…even when I want more responsibility of an adult, I’ve always been at least by age still a teenager and kid. It’s a comforting fallback. I’m weird. 

But this day was completely unexpectedly awesome and yet very simple at the same time. Moving to a new town I wasn’t expecting to see any friends on my birthday. Well one of my friends from Liberty who lives about an hour and half away called me up and said “come outside” around 10 am. WHAT?! No way. She couldn’t have. No! Really? For me??!!?!?!? I ran outside and she greeted me with a white chocolate mocha in hand from Starbucks and some wonderful gifts. It was so refreshing to see her and catch up. Having a July birthday I don’t usually get the surprises on my bday cause most people are out of town or I’m on vacation, so it was special. 

Besides that today was just spending the day with my mom shopping for some wonderful seafood, cooking and eating a delicious meal with the family. It was a very relaxing day but my mom and I are going to do some more celebrating tomorrow “activity” speaking. 

I am also extremely blessed by the crazy happy birthday wishes my friends have been showering me with- from phone calls, texts, #happbdaypico countdown on twitter, to ridiculous fb posts (beanie babies and all :) ), this day was a special day. 

20-the best year yet. I can feel it :)