LOVE

I have to make a decisions in the future.
It's costly.
I hate the fact that I have to.
I need courage like no other and the ability to let go...and let God.
I am apprehensively awaiting before I do anything...I trust God, I really do.
It's just difficult.
LOVE.
Such a weighted word.
To love someone enough that I am willing to let them hate me.
Either for now or for the rest of my life.
That's a difficult decision to make.
But the real issue is I have to trust God to love.
This is the kind of love that can only come from God
It goes against EVERY human instinct.
To love like Christ is costly
The reward is greater
It requires abandonment
And to be honest, it's a really painful process